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🍰💜🩸 ([personal profile] upmoving) wrote2014-09-12 04:58 am

AU/PSL THINGS

[cw for Ariel shit?? incest, violence, all of that]
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[personal profile] royallyfuckedup 2015-08-30 12:32 pm (UTC)(link)
You think you can keep me here? Like this, again?

[personal profile] royallyfuckedup 2015-08-30 12:49 pm (UTC)(link)

How dare you--

[Oppose me. Dethrone me. Turn things against me.]

I made this world!

[personal profile] royallyfuckedup 2015-08-30 01:08 pm (UTC)(link)

I should have left you dead, when I remade the world.

[There's no scared adoration or worshipping love anymore, there's only a deep hate right now. But it's Tristan, after all, how much spine does he have without the power to back it up?]
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[personal profile] royallyfuckedup 2015-08-30 01:24 pm (UTC)(link)
[He hisses, but this level of pain is hardly enough to register as more than inconvenient. It does jar something in him though, an old, ingrained behavior and fear, which he tries to ignore in favor of steadying himself on his feet.]

He was more my brother than you'll ever be.

[personal profile] royallyfuckedup 2015-08-30 01:35 pm (UTC)(link)

[He gets up. He has his own stubbornness that let him survive at Ariel's side all that time. And it's changed form since he made this world, the one Ariel's destroying. At least in the form he's worked so hard for. But he can't keep the tears off his face, frustration and rage and mourning.]

He was fine, it was you that should have stayed dead.

[personal profile] royallyfuckedup 2015-08-30 01:49 pm (UTC)(link)

[It hurts. It hurts a lot. He thinks one of his ribs is a bit cracked and his muscles are aching terribly, but he gets up.]

I should have known you'd stop at nothing, you're right about that. But I should have controlled you better, I gave you too much freedom.

Not a mistake I'll make again.
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[personal profile] royallyfuckedup 2015-08-30 01:58 pm (UTC)(link)
This won't be permanent.
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[personal profile] royallyfuckedup 2015-08-30 02:15 pm (UTC)(link)
If I'm nothing you'd have let me die.
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[personal profile] royallyfuckedup 2015-08-30 02:52 pm (UTC)(link)
I will unmake you until there is nothing left of you, Ariel. To the very atoms of your existence.

[personal profile] royallyfuckedup 2015-08-30 03:15 pm (UTC)(link)

[He knows. He felt when it was ripped out of him, like he became something so much less than he's ever been. And he hates it, he hates feeling weak and at Ariel's mercy again, and there's nothing he can do to fight. But he hisses all the same, to cover his despair with anger.]

It will return to me. I will find a way. You were a mistake that should never have been born.
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[personal profile] royallyfuckedup 2015-09-03 04:06 pm (UTC)(link)
You will not be given that satisfaction.

[Internally he cringes, old, undealt-with trauma rearing up. This is all too familiar, he can't go back to this.]
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[personal profile] royallyfuckedup 2015-09-03 04:35 pm (UTC)(link)
[He'd rather die. He'd rather die. He'd rather die.]

[He reaches to try to yank Ariel's hand out of his hair, dig a thumb into his wrist. He knows he can't withstand what Ariel can do, he knows he'll just crumble, but he can't. Can't. He can't go back.]

[personal profile] royallyfuckedup 2015-12-17 07:46 am (UTC)(link)
[It hurts but he's used to being hurt--just not in such a long time. He pushes himself up to his feet, stubborn and scared and not willing to just collapse into what he used to be.]

No.

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